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Title: Midsummersdaydream
Author: inez79
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Alexander Volkov/Marat Safin
Disclaimer: I do not know Sasha or Marat, and this is a complete fiction.
Warnings: Describes a sex between men
Author's Notes: Written as a sequel to "Changeling"...for Nastasie and Athene, and because FPCL demands that Sasha and Marat have a beautiful future waiting for them, filled with love and summer days and children in their own images...sighs a happy sigh...and because it's almost Xmas and an elf ate my brain.
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- Location:at WORK!!!!
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Jingle Bells
- Location:the IGLOO, of course!
- Mood:
content - Music:music of the mountains
- Location:snowfields with Marat
- Mood:
artistic - Music:Winter: George Winston
- Location:LaLa Land
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:its all in my head....
Title: Reconciliation: ICE
Author: inez79
Rating: R
Pairing: Alexander Volkov/Marat Safin
Disclaimer: I do not know Sasha or Marat, and this is a complete fiction.
( ICE>>>>> )
- Location:somewhere in between
- Music:http://oncethemovie.com/
Set the weekend after Marat's second round exit at the USO, and assumes that Sasha did all he had to do in the first week - leaving him free to disappear with Marat for a few days before they return to Moscow and for Sasha, both Fed and Davis Cup preparations. Ridiculously idyllic, and anyhow, they DID (HAVE) disappear(ed)! (pouts) For Best_of_Five who TRIED to ask the question that I would have asked!! (ie "How IS Sasha?")
Title: Reconciliation: FIRE
Author: inez79
Rating: R
Pairing: Alexander Volkov/Marat Safin
Disclaimer: I do not know Sasha or Marat, and this is a complete fiction.
( FIRE>>>>>>> )
- Location:climbing back to FPCL
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:The Church; Hotel Womb
Title: Oberon (mischief making King of the faeries)
Author: inez79
Rating: R
Pairing: Alexander Volkov/Marat SafinDisclaimer: I do not know Sasha or Marat, and this is a complete fiction.
Author's Notes: I can't believe it's not fluff! written for a sad, lost and lonely boy. Hoping that the evil spell he is under will be broken by true love.
For Nastasie's Birthday, a counterpoise to "Reconciliation FIRE & ICE", and Athene who has encouraged me in a time of darkness. Pick a universe, any universe!!
( OBERON>>>> )
- Location:NOT fpcl
- Mood:
discontent - Music:the waves at sunset
Title: Cocoon
Author: inez79
Rating: R
Pairing: Alexander Volkov/Marat Safin
Disclaimer: I do not know Sasha or Marat, and this is a complete fiction.
Warnings: Describes sex between men
( COCOON>>>>>>>> )
- Location:up the junction
- Mood: excited
- Music:Roger Sanchey:Another Chance
So, That's Sunday in a pan...Anyway, don't believe in doing things by halves - and after a long walk, it's just what you need!!!
BIGBIRD REPORT:
After not seeing them together last week, I am pleased to report that the black swans were relaxing in the still calm of the river yesterday, just for a change, just chillin' and paddlin', taking it easy....
And given that it turned into a rather pleasant afternoon, the first groups of folks were out at the communal BBQ's in the park by the river yesterday....and if further evidence were needed that Spring is creeping here in Melbourne, well, not quite a 'host', but definitely 'golden daffodils'...
And because this IS, after all, FPCL, the sighting of the swans together set me in mind of another anticipated reunion, featuring the other, rather bedraggled bigbird and his absent mate, who will once again be together in the Big Apple...soon!! (yes, anyone going to the USO should have cameras at the ready and on FULL SashaandMarat ALERT...for indeedy it is predicted that there WILL be flapping of wings and entwining of necks......
And in this optimistic mood, under the tutelage of my editor-in-chief, Athene, I continued in a "lyrical' vein and have been persuaded to submit this piece in 'poetic' form....inspired by the image of Marat somewhere in Miami, looking out at the periphery of Dean..I've been in Miami when a big storm blew by out at sea - and in New Zealand too - and I've been IN a hurricane in Hong Kong...they leave a lasting impression, and so, with the usual warnings and cautionary tales - It's slash, don't know them, as such, and the rest, I offer you...
- Location:The POND
- Mood: artistic
- Music:Jack Johnson Traffic in the sky
Some more pictures from my walk by the river - curtailed yesteray because it was SOOO COLD - I lost contact with my face half way to the ponds....decided to turn back because my teeth were aching....mood not improved then, since the early morning...and news that the bigbird's trauma's continue...why, when he is depressed, does my urge to do BAAAAD things to him increase? MAybe it has something to do with THIS?
there is a flawlessness about his physicality that makes his emotional fragility almost too much to bear........as Sasha has discovered....looking back , I think this moment from Hamburg, and the following moment from Roland GArros represents how most people who love Marat feel, right NOW!
(At least, I can say for myself, Sasha...I FEEL you, dearest!......and sometimes, to save yourself, as well as the thing that you love, the only policy is to step AWAY...step back from the edge .....)
And the mobile phone is never far away, even when Sasha is on holiday in Italy - and man, does he deserve it!
*Sighs*......Well, I have had the BB virus for the best part of seven years, and my viral load does not seem to diminish - because after every period of remission, it comes back stronger than before! given that I have never spoken to Marat, never been closer than about 100meters from him in "real life", and STILL caught the infection, one can only IMAGINE the torture that Sasha has endured - no wonder he felt the need to recover by the sea while MArat presumably at least TRIES to sort himself out, but I can't help thinking that the morose MArat on show at the moment is evidence that he's missing TWO things in his life.(Sasha, and a serious and fundamental lack of self confidence and belief...) everything else?
"To be honest, I don't really care," Safin said
"If the world collapses, I don't really care."
......OH! MARAT!!!!......(shakes head, sends astral hugs and hopes the universe will do the rest).
Disclaimer: I am brilliant at recognising sound advice most of the time, and sometimes I can even give it.However, I am CRAP at following it...I can't give him up because I don't want to..althougth I am perfectly capable of seeing why I should....which is the worst symptom of the disease!!!
Reasons why I love my town, my place.....being here and alive and relatively healthy and not somewhere or somebody else.....
Mornington Peninsula - Redhill at Easter this year:St Kilda:Spencer Street Station,revamped with the 'loopy' roof but not quite finished in time for the Commonweath Games - but they built it round me I was working locally at the time, shifts, usually on the last train hme - so saw a lot of it going up...it was quite an interesting time...(no-one FROM Melbourne will ever call it "Southern Cross" tho...): They pulled down a pub on the corner of Flinders and Russell Streets - now you can see the gargoyles...
Pics from my mobile phone. I love it when another layer is revealed..there IS always an alternative reality...and with THAT, call me predictable, I shall ascend to FluffyPinkCloudLand and SNAP that red waistband hard against that abdomen......I can hear the 'thwack" now.....sighs - why resist the inevitable?
- Location:somewhere in between a rock and a hard place
- Mood:
cold - Music:filthy gorgeous
I wasn't GOING to DO this, but, well....I can't help it and I'm not sorry. Given Marat's somewhat unwise
decision to combine yellow, with...er....MORE yellow...the comparison WAS inevitable...
ok, OKAY!! I know it's old, I know it's tired...but WHY, Adidas...please...WHY???
On a more positive note, there follows some photos from my Sunday perambulation along the river - the Maribyrnong River, flowing West through Melbourne and into Port Philip Bay at the Docks - my backyard. It was a lovely grey, chilly day, perfect for a walk.....
Aren't they beautiful?
And here's the point...the pair of Black Swans, who had to abandon the 'wetlands' that dried up in our drought last summer, have decamped up river..I was very relieved to find my swans....enjoying the deeper water west, upstream.
Then I started thinking...'Big Birds' pair for life....when they find their mate, they stick to them, and you know what they say, "birds of a feather stick together" and I remembered the Rome and Roland Garros pics.....Awwwww.....bless!
and THEN I saw THIS pic, from Washington DC.....
EVERYBODY is looking somewhere, except Marat - Marat, yet again, stares contemplatively, you might say, somewhat plaintively, into the middle distance, and yet AGAIN...clasps his phone in his hands at practise.WELL, it's hard not to think the big bird is missing his mate, and wishes he was there to share his shirts with.....he sends his text: "Wish YOU were here...QUAX"
- Location:Down by the River
- Mood: artistic
- Music:The Church "Under the Milky Way"
CONTEMPLATIVE MARAT
Title: River Deep, Mountain High
Author: inez79
Rating: R
Pairing: Alexander Volkov/Marat Safin
Disclaimer: I do not know Sasha or Marat, and this is a complete fiction.
Warnings: it's slash...YES, sex between men.
"If you want to train player , you must give him all 24 hours a day", - stated Volkov." To arrive in three days prior to the beginning of Grand Slam and to attempt something to do is incorrect.It`s impossible to manage training process and to attain progress working with the player irregularly.Before the New Year results were much better because we used to be together each week.The decision to end our collaboration we assumed together. Shamil Tarpishev`s and Sergey Leonuk`s participation also played large role."
For obvious reasons, I was very happy to hear that! And because the request was made, I'm adding a dedication to best_of_five - because, as you so eloquently put it, "BUT YES. PHONE SEX = YES. RENDEVOUZS = YES. LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE AND KISSES AND SUPPORT = YES."
Ask, and ye shall receive!
- Location:wallowing in the mudpools
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Vivaldi "Spring" (from "The Four Seasons")
Title: All that I've known is lost, and found
Author: inez79
Rating: R
Pairing: Alexander Volkov/Marat Safin
Disclaimer: I do not know Sasha or Marat, and this is a complete fiction.
Warnings: Describes sex between men
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- Location:FPCL, of course!!(with BELLS on)
- Mood: content
- Music:Pixies "Here comes your man"
Title: My Beautiful Paint-job
Author: inez79
Rating: R
Pairing: Alexander Volkov/Marat Safin
Disclaimer: I do not know Sasha or Marat, and this is a complete fiction.
Warnings: Describes sex between men
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- Location:in the garden
- Mood:
calm - Music:Travis: "Turn"
Title: Mapping the World on your body
Author: inez79
Rating: R
Pairing: Alexander Volkov/Marat Safin
Disclaimer: I do not know Sasha or Marat, and this is a complete fiction.
Warnings: Describes sex between men
( Mapping..... )
- Location:my house
- Mood: giddy
- Music:Travis "As you are"
Title: Tigerseye
Author: inez79
Rating: R
Pairing: Alexander Volkov/Marat Safin
Disclaimer: I do not know Sasha or Marat, and this is a complete fiction.
Warnings: Describes sex between men
dedicated for nastasie....fluffn'sex is the best medicine, especially when its S&M.
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- Location:Over the rainbow
- Mood: optimistic
- Music:Travis: "writing to reach you"
Title: Futurama
Author: inez79
Rating: R
Pairing: Alexander Volkov/Marat Safin
Disclaimer: I do not know Sasha or Marat, and this is a complete fiction.
Warnings: Describes sex between men
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- Location:FPCL - of course!
- Mood: calm
- Music:Sarah McLachlan "Fumbling towards ecstacy"
Ok -Into every life, a little rain must fall, right? and after the rain, comes the sunshine. The sunshine in my world today came from LA...and my angel in the form of atheneglaukopis...THANKK YOU!!!!
1) Marat ponders..."they ARE the same length, aren't they....they ARE - Sa......" (feels need to grip something between his thighs.......(*le sob*)
2) Marat, darling.... SUNBLOCK on the S&M tattoo, sweets....pleeeeze!!!!
On an entirely different note, after 25 hours of mourning, and abstinence from muzak( I get all blubbery and horribly blotchy in the face when I listen to music when i'm miserable...I prefer to miser in silence..) - the cd player is back ON - and I have really fallen in love with JOSH GROBAN - and his CD 'AWAKE" (2006 Sony/ATV Tunes). I have played it to near death today, and one song's lyrics stood out in particular, especially in relation to the subject that has tormented me for a few hours, Sasha and Marat. So, here they are..this is a beautiful song with a lovely melody - the CD is full of those - and TRUELY LUSCIOUS vocals - this guy is a STAR - check it out.
February Song
(Music:Josh Groban/Marius de Vries
Lyrics: Josh Groban/John Ondrasik)
"..And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you, I will come back to you one day
Morning is waking up
And sometimes it's more than just enough
When all that you need to love
Is in front of your eyes
It's in front of your eyes
Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February Song
Tell him it won't be long
Till he opens his eyes
Opens his eyes"
Need I say more..NO!! Love will conquer all.
- Location:clinging to Fluffypinkcloud as hard as I can
- Mood: calm
- Music:Josh Groban: Undia Llegara
Now, dears, as before, WARNING - more slash- turn you eyes away if you are offended by the idea of a loving, sexual relationship between men - it's total fiction written only with love and respect to all....Rated R.
THIS won't go away.......and neither will THIS....
...TOO much LOVE!- Location:WHERE is the goddam EXIT?
- Mood:
gloomy - Music:DAvid Gray "As I'm Leaving
- Location:still can't find a way out of here...
- Mood: sad
- Music:Last train out of Sydney
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